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“Words! Words!” exclaimed the dying poet

“words” giggled the undying fraud

(And yet an echo said the final word

[But I wrote down the echo])

Oh no, I am not the book

Do not mistake me for the book

I simply am the light to light your pages

I'm happy when you read…

People with death in their eyes are swept along by the rushing violence of the waterfall of time

But he who has seen eternity

                                    Even once

Let us say in a flash of the sun in a dew-drop on the wing of a passing bird

                                    Such a one

Leafs through the book of his life at leisure

Sometimes the bird comes to s(h)it on his shoulder

Time ripens us like fruit

Only the ripening is painful

The being eaten is a joy

It is the joy of having become

The joy of the Eaten and the Eater

Finally come together

A BOY WAS BLOWING BUBBLES        

Perfect little spheres detached themselves from his bubble-stick

And floated off in a play of rainbow colors

Or burst

Raining down upon his face

 

Yet one bubble stayed and grew

And wouldn’t burst

 

So the young man continued blowing

Watching it shimmer and expand

And slowly take a woman’s shape

Her bellybutton connected to the bubble-stick

Her breasts and arms and shapely legs growing bigger

More and more breath-taking and life-like

 

And still she wouldn’t burst but kept on growing

Drawing last drops of air from his lungs

As the man with livid face and bulging eyes running out of breath kept blowing and blowing and still she wouldn’t burst

But suddenly tore off

And floated away and kept on floating receding in the distance

While the man shriveled up and collapsed

 

Breathless……

TO WOMAN:        

I CANNOT TURN YOU OVER LIKE A READ LEAF

YOU FALL AND ENGULF ME LIKE SNOW…

 

Ask questions love

Be like a child

The answer

the always leaving semi-conscious answer

the battered wrinkled butterfly half-dazed half-dead

unrecognizable unwanted

The answer

will come ha ha when you forget the question

You see you’ve scattered words between us

         When you are with me you will never want to turn the page              and look for useless answers

(but yes I every time an almost sweetsoaked time forget that I am gone forever one page ahead and that we are together in another book a whiter book where pages have no numbers a bluer better book you’ll never write

                                                                                 until you do…

PLEASE GIVE ME WORDS

And words are all you get

the pain of thirst and beauty of pain and thirst for beauty of the pain…

 

The wind the wind my love you chose yourself the Wind of Time

It drives me on across the sky my love across the sky…

Meanwhile for you so clean and clear will be the air

the grass and trees will seem to wave like hair

or seaweed or another word forgotten

try to remember try…

 

A BURNING

AND A WATER

AND A SLEEP

A BURNING

and a water

and a sleep

aburning

andawater

andasleep…….

After I’ve climbed the many many mountains

And crossed the crossings

And crisscrossed the valleys

Unearthed the skulls

And earned my cross of death

 

After I’ve crossed my breast for the required trillionth of time

And burnt the villages the ships the bridges

And crawling back with legs eyes fingers crossed

I finally emerge

I’ve lost my wife

My money

All my moorings

My life

My name

My memory

And my mind

All those things I never had

But could have…

 

And all for what

All for a stolen peek

A dubious inkling

Tail-end of a lizard

To play with at my whim!

 

Enjoy now

Chew it slowly

Make it last

Who knows where you may find your next repast

OF BOYS AND BEES

 

         It was a watermelon afternoon.

         A thunderstorm had come and gone,

         And now the sky was blue again.

         Tommy and I were sprawling on the grass.

         The garden was abuzz with bees,

         Drunk on the nectar and the sun.

         One zoomed too close,

         And Tommy swatted it away.

         “I hate these stupid bees!” I heard him say.

         I raised an eyebrow. “Oh? And why is that?”

         “Because they sting and hurt us! Bees are bad!”

         “It’s true,” I said, “they could be quite annoying.

         But actually they aren’t bad or good.

         They are important, though.

         See how they fly from tree to tree?

         Well, what they do is carry pollen

         That turns the flowers into fruit.

         And what about the honey?

         You do like honey?”

         Tommy nodded. “Yes.

         But we are more important than the bees!

         We make the trees!”

         I smiled. “Well, not exactly.

         Only a tree can make another tree.”

         He frowned, and so I quickly added,

         “But we can help the trees. By planting seeds.”

Tommy perked up.

“But only trees can make the seeds,” I said.

He hung his head – then brightened up again.

“But we are more important than the trees!

We water them. Without us, the trees will die.”

“Yeah, well,” said I.

“The trees are mostly watered by the rain.”

“Oh,” Tommy said.

“Still, we can help,” I thought it best to add.

“By watering the trees when there’s no rain.”

He shrugged.        

I should have let it go at that.

“See, if there were no people in the world,

The rain would still keep falling.

The flowers and the trees would still keep growing.

The bees would keep on spreading their pollen.

Nature can manage very well without us.

All we can do is keep out of its way.

And maybe help from time to time…”

I stopped.

But when the silence grew too long,

I turned to look at Tommy.

He was crying.

I moved a little closer.

“Hey, what’s wrong?”

“Well…” Tommy sniffled, “well, who needs us then?

What are we here for?”

This time I chose my words before I spoke:

“You know what I think?

I think we’re here for one another.

That’s right. We need each other, don’t we?

To help each other grow, to love each other,

To keep each other company… You know?

Us human beans, we‘ve got to stick together. OK?”

I put an arm around his shoulder. “OK?”

He shrugged.

“OK,” he finally said.

I took a breath and looked around the garden.

The trees were still.

The bees were no longer there.

A sudden chill was in the twilight air,

And shadows where none had been before.

We sat in silence for a little while…

“Who wants some cookies?”

Tommy looked up at me, eyes open wide.

“Some milk and chocolate cookies, anyone?”

“I’m coming, mom!” he hollered, sprinting for the house.

“Hey, wait for me!” I cried.

But he was gone.

Распихало и Вольдун

Радно пьяли колидор

the greatest nonk

resides in the struggle

rather than in the occasional transcends cheese

which connects us to get in touch on bergamot twenty

inbox the sickest constance of the country

predetermine the sea

 

...and bauchus he grew older

withdrew into what must have seemed to his contemporaries shirley

maddening nostalgic for the glory speeches

in which he asserted the wonders of science and a few minutes she says

the age of fox 

speaking in a very general sort of way

was fucked

and by the time of his death

the world was a very good place

from that into the cuban born

when bob died

home alone

non long on on

it was not heat but the by his sons

all of this naively philosophic thought of papa bear generation

would find it covered parking

because the world twitch

longed to be logical for young men

 

mommy

 

and martin he died

online

monday evening

lol

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