“Words! Words!” exclaimed the dying poet
“words” giggled the undying fraud
(And yet an echo said the final word
[But I wrote down the echo])
Oh no, I am not the book
Do not mistake me for the book
I simply am the light to light your pages
I'm happy when you read…
People with death in their eyes are swept along by the rushing violence of the waterfall of time
But he who has seen eternity
Even once
Let us say in a flash of the sun in a dew-drop on the wing of a passing bird
Such a one
Leafs through the book of his life at leisure
Sometimes the bird comes to s(h)it on his shoulder
Time ripens us like fruit
Only the ripening is painful
The being eaten is a joy
It is the joy of having become
The joy of the Eaten and the Eater
Finally come together
A BOY WAS BLOWING BUBBLES
Perfect little spheres detached themselves from his bubble-stick
And floated off in a play of rainbow colors
Or burst
Raining down upon his face
Yet one bubble stayed and grew
And wouldn’t burst
So the young man continued blowing
Watching it shimmer and expand
And slowly take a woman’s shape
Her bellybutton connected to the bubble-stick
Her breasts and arms and shapely legs growing bigger
More and more breath-taking and life-like
And still she wouldn’t burst but kept on growing
Drawing last drops of air from his lungs
As the man with livid face and bulging eyes running out of breath kept blowing and blowing and still she wouldn’t burst
But suddenly tore off
And floated away and kept on floating receding in the distance
While the man shriveled up and collapsed
Breathless……
TO WOMAN:
I CANNOT TURN YOU OVER LIKE A READ LEAF
YOU FALL AND ENGULF ME LIKE SNOW…
Ask questions love
Be like a child
The answer
the always leaving semi-conscious answer
the battered wrinkled butterfly half-dazed half-dead
unrecognizable unwanted
The answer
will come ha ha when you forget the question
You see you’ve scattered words between us
When you are with me you will never want to turn the page and look for useless answers
(but yes I every time an almost sweetsoaked time forget that I am gone forever one page ahead and that we are together in another book a whiter book where pages have no numbers a bluer better book you’ll never write
until you do…
PLEASE GIVE ME WORDS
And words are all you get
the pain of thirst and beauty of pain and thirst for beauty of the pain…
The wind the wind my love you chose yourself the Wind of Time
It drives me on across the sky my love across the sky…
Meanwhile for you so clean and clear will be the air
the grass and trees will seem to wave like hair
or seaweed or another word forgotten
try to remember try…
A BURNING
AND A WATER
AND A SLEEP
A BURNING
and a water
and a sleep
aburning
andawater
andasleep…….
After I’ve climbed the many many mountains
And crossed the crossings
And crisscrossed the valleys
Unearthed the skulls
And earned my cross of death
After I’ve crossed my breast for the required trillionth of time
And burnt the villages the ships the bridges
And crawling back with legs eyes fingers crossed
I finally emerge
I’ve lost my wife
My money
All my moorings
My life
My name
My memory
And my mind
All those things I never had
But could have…
And all for what
All for a stolen peek
A dubious inkling
Tail-end of a lizard
To play with at my whim!
Enjoy now
Chew it slowly
Make it last
Who knows where you may find your next repast
OF BOYS AND BEES
It was a watermelon afternoon.
A thunderstorm had come and gone,
And now the sky was blue again.
Tommy and I were sprawling on the grass.
The garden was abuzz with bees,
Drunk on the nectar and the sun.
One zoomed too close,
And Tommy swatted it away.
“I hate these stupid bees!” I heard him say.
I raised an eyebrow. “Oh? And why is that?”
“Because they sting and hurt us! Bees are bad!”
“It’s true,” I said, “they could be quite annoying.
But actually they aren’t bad or good.
They are important, though.
See how they fly from tree to tree?
Well, what they do is carry pollen
That turns the flowers into fruit.
And what about the honey?
You do like honey?”
Tommy nodded. “Yes.
But we are more important than the bees!
We make the trees!”
I smiled. “Well, not exactly.
Only a tree can make another tree.”
He frowned, and so I quickly added,
“But we can help the trees. By planting seeds.”
Tommy perked up.
“But only trees can make the seeds,” I said.
He hung his head – then brightened up again.
“But we are more important than the trees!
We water them. Without us, the trees will die.”
“Yeah, well,” said I.
“The trees are mostly watered by the rain.”
“Oh,” Tommy said.
“Still, we can help,” I thought it best to add.
“By watering the trees when there’s no rain.”
He shrugged.
I should have let it go at that.
“See, if there were no people in the world,
The rain would still keep falling.
The flowers and the trees would still keep growing.
The bees would keep on spreading their pollen.
Nature can manage very well without us.
All we can do is keep out of its way.
And maybe help from time to time…”
I stopped.
But when the silence grew too long,
I turned to look at Tommy.
He was crying.
I moved a little closer.
“Hey, what’s wrong?”
“Well…” Tommy sniffled, “well, who needs us then?
What are we here for?”
This time I chose my words before I spoke:
“You know what I think?
I think we’re here for one another.
That’s right. We need each other, don’t we?
To help each other grow, to love each other,
To keep each other company… You know?
Us human beans, we‘ve got to stick together. OK?”
I put an arm around his shoulder. “OK?”
He shrugged.
“OK,” he finally said.
I took a breath and looked around the garden.
The trees were still.
The bees were no longer there.
A sudden chill was in the twilight air,
And shadows where none had been before.
We sat in silence for a little while…
“Who wants some cookies?”
Tommy looked up at me, eyes open wide.
“Some milk and chocolate cookies, anyone?”
“I’m coming, mom!” he hollered, sprinting for the house.
“Hey, wait for me!” I cried.
But he was gone.
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Радно пьяли колидор
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